Monday, June 8, 2009

RANT!!

OK this is more of a rant than anything. I've come to realize how shallow people are. How they indeed treat larger people differently than smaller people. Like we aren't meant to even breathe the same air or some crap! The more weight I lose, the more I realize how shallow men (and women) were to me when I was 110 lbs heavier LOL (this doesn't include you chubby chasers out there reading this HAHAHA)!!!! I notice how much more attention I get now...hmmmmmmmmmm I mean, yea, it's flattering and even amusing but at the same time it really PISSES ME OFF! Mostly because I have been on both sides of the fence (well I'm getting to the "skinny" side LOL) and to see the truth that thinner people really DO get treated differently just because of their size just urks me in the WORST way. It's not just assumption anymore...I've seen it first hand!!!! And I know it's not going to get any better the smaller I get either. I didn't have this surgery for my appearance...that is just one of the pros to the whole thing. I did this for MY health and for my family. I didn't want to end up with diabetes and other co-morbidities resulting from being overweight. I'm the same damn person I was 110 lbs ago and I will continue to be the same person when I am thinner and healthy =D I thought I was a VERY beautiful person on the inside as well as out before my surgery and of course I think the samePost Options...well even more so now! haha I've had people say how great I look now, which makes me feel incredible but then there's some that make me feel like I was ugly when I was heavier and that just makes me upset because I know I was still a beautiful woman even at my heaviest. So...my rant is this...to all of you shallow people out there...QUIT!!!!!! It's not right at all. It's hateful and mean and fat people beat themselves up enough....they don't NEED YOUR HELP DOING IT! OK I'm done...thanks for reading this! xoxo <3333333

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