FREAKING OUT! (WLS friends PLEASE READ AND REPLY)

OK Y'all I am a little freaked out right now!! I am starting to be able to eat larger portions of foods and it's really freaking me out!!!! Like the other night I ate a half of a grilled chicken breast and about a 1/2 cup of peas and carrots. And this morning I ate 1/2 C. of egg beaters (equivalent to 2 eggs) w/ 1/4 C. of shredded cheddar and some salsa, a half of a slice of bacon and a whole kiwi!! I am only 7 and a half months out and I'm afraid I'm eating too much. I mean I DO get full!! That's not the problem but some days it seems like I can put some food AWAY and others it seems like the smallest amounts of food fill me up...it's so weird! I know I can eat ALOT more soup or soft foods like cottage cheese than I can meats and and breads but was my breakfast too much at this stage????????? Maybe I should just not try and push it. I don't want to stretch my pouch out!! That's my biggest fear is that I will stretch my pouch out and gain my weight back. I'd rather DIE than be as big as I was before my surgery!!!!!!!!!!!! (OK that is a little exaggerated but I really do get scared about how much I can eat sometimes!!) Does anyone else (WLS friends) feel this way??? Please share your thoughts on this!!!